I have to accept the truth that you have left us even though it's hard.
It's my luck to meet you and treat me and everyone with sincere heart.
Even now you are gone, all the advises and words from you are still in my mind. Benefiting for the rest of my life. Thank you for sharing and advising all these while.
I hope you are in safe hand now.
Goodbye VG, till we meet again.
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
Feb 2012
It's only 7th day of Feb month, yet I feel it's already a decade.
My boy was sick during CNY and was admitted to hospital on 2nd Feb due to bronchitis and minor pneumonia. He had high fever for few days and non-stop coughing which lead him not able to eat or drink anything, and not able to sleep. I was heart broken witness him suffering from all kind of doctor's checking procedures and the IV installation.
Not to mention we as the parents, felt sick as well.
3 days later, when my mood better as Dada is much better... I broke down after a phone call saying my ex-colleague was robbed and killed in cruel way after finished work and walking to her car.
This is crazy! this is not true! Yet it is.
I CURSE YOU, YOU MOTHERFUCKER! I CURSE YOU EXPERIENCE THE SAME PAIN THOUSAND TIME MORE THAN HER! I CURSE YOU HIT BY TRUCK! WITH ALL THE EQUIPMENT THAT YOU BROUGHT ALONG, IT'S A MURDERING. NOT ONLY ROBBING.
I feel the pain from her husband and children and family. Yet their pain got worst when the news media simply write without proper source and even make up story. Hello, I thought reporter have to write based on truth and only truth? Please do not add your own opinion when reporting a news. When you write 'Sources said', please stated and video who is your sources. If not it's better you write a story book rather then becoming a news reporter right?? Those who don't know her or those uncle aunty sitting in kopitiam will thought it's truth when they read newspaper. This is a another murder!
My boy was sick during CNY and was admitted to hospital on 2nd Feb due to bronchitis and minor pneumonia. He had high fever for few days and non-stop coughing which lead him not able to eat or drink anything, and not able to sleep. I was heart broken witness him suffering from all kind of doctor's checking procedures and the IV installation.
Not to mention we as the parents, felt sick as well.
3 days later, when my mood better as Dada is much better... I broke down after a phone call saying my ex-colleague was robbed and killed in cruel way after finished work and walking to her car.
This is crazy! this is not true! Yet it is.
I CURSE YOU, YOU MOTHERFUCKER! I CURSE YOU EXPERIENCE THE SAME PAIN THOUSAND TIME MORE THAN HER! I CURSE YOU HIT BY TRUCK! WITH ALL THE EQUIPMENT THAT YOU BROUGHT ALONG, IT'S A MURDERING. NOT ONLY ROBBING.
I feel the pain from her husband and children and family. Yet their pain got worst when the news media simply write without proper source and even make up story. Hello, I thought reporter have to write based on truth and only truth? Please do not add your own opinion when reporting a news. When you write 'Sources said', please stated and video who is your sources. If not it's better you write a story book rather then becoming a news reporter right?? Those who don't know her or those uncle aunty sitting in kopitiam will thought it's truth when they read newspaper. This is a another murder!
Monday, January 30, 2012
Naked?
Some girls might feel 'naked' without wearing nail polish, or without applying eye brown, or without certain things especially when going out from home.
I felt 'naked' when I found someone 'stole' my camera SD Card! Read it and copied things out without asking.
Damn! The feeling is so not right!
Hello, PRIVACY!! Come on!!!
I felt 'naked' when I found someone 'stole' my camera SD Card! Read it and copied things out without asking.
Damn! The feeling is so not right!
Hello, PRIVACY!! Come on!!!
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Put Down Weight Journey with Tears and Blood
The fattest time in my entire life happened during my pregnancy. I used to be a real skinny even I was a big eater. My weight shoot from 49 kg --> nearly 60kg at the end of my pregnancy. I basically gain 1kg per day that time, mostly of water retention.
In 2010, 1 year after delivered, I was weight 55 kg. Really a failure. I wasn't fully breast feeding, there's no exercise, eat 3 main meal daily. I was quite upset looking at my old clothes, not to mention my jeans. The pelvis bone still big and I'm too fat!
In 2011, Right after I became a stay-home-mom, I promised myself to slim down. I din't set any aims though.
I think I slimmed down 4 months later and stabilized my weight at 47 kg. I din't realize until 1 day I went to a ex-colleague wedding dinner and many people told me. Some even forced me to share which slimming center I went.
It's a hard work! Seriously, it involved nothing but hunger. Yes! I starved myself.
Some items that I did to get those extra pounds out :
1. Skip lunch
During the day, I only eat yogurts, fruits, banana(for energy), water and milk. This rules is very strict at the beginning while some times I get frustrated and bad mood for hunger. Not to mention some times I get gastric too.
Another reason I skipped lunch is because I always feel sleepy after heavy food. This gets me trouble especially my toddler still energetic and refuse to nap yet.
2. NO NO to carbohydrates
I feel real guilty looking at carbo food. I don't touch bread, pizza, pasta, potato and I don't cook rice for dinner. Ya...I even forced my husband to diet with me for dinner.
3. Protein diet ONLY
Dinner is the only meal I take. Normally there's fish/chicken/beef/egg (protein), large amount of vege (fiber), and a soup.
4. Soya milk
For my protein intake, I make home soya milk every alternate day. I hate plain soya, so I added some rock sugar or gula melaka...not so good if want to go for strict diet.
Eventhough I love soya, I tried to twist the flavour from time to time so I won't get bored fast. Tried adding in almond and black sesame.
5. NO to leaf-over food
Many mother will try to finish up the left over from their children, but this is absolute a NO NO to me. Going in is easy, getting the fat out is hard.
6. Exercise
I din't get to go proper exercise so I forced myself to do most of the housework by myself. I washed and rubbed the toilet tiles, trying to get rid of the flabby arms. I do ironing without ventilation, to get me sweat. I do every-single-thing, rather than getting a part time cause I need to EXERCISE.
Sounds like torturing myself? But what to do... this is the only method work for me even it doesn't sounds healthy.
I still eat as normal when there's outing but I'll try to cut down some food intake the next day.
But honestly, even weight goes down, I still find myself looking chubby on cheek and arms. I can see myself blooded when menstrual coming.... but well, there's no way looking back in my twenties right? :p
I'm moving slowly out from the above diet now. I need to maintain the current weight and tone up my muscle. That's it!
In 2010, 1 year after delivered, I was weight 55 kg. Really a failure. I wasn't fully breast feeding, there's no exercise, eat 3 main meal daily. I was quite upset looking at my old clothes, not to mention my jeans. The pelvis bone still big and I'm too fat!
In 2011, Right after I became a stay-home-mom, I promised myself to slim down. I din't set any aims though.
I think I slimmed down 4 months later and stabilized my weight at 47 kg. I din't realize until 1 day I went to a ex-colleague wedding dinner and many people told me. Some even forced me to share which slimming center I went.
It's a hard work! Seriously, it involved nothing but hunger. Yes! I starved myself.
Some items that I did to get those extra pounds out :
1. Skip lunch
During the day, I only eat yogurts, fruits, banana(for energy), water and milk. This rules is very strict at the beginning while some times I get frustrated and bad mood for hunger. Not to mention some times I get gastric too.
Another reason I skipped lunch is because I always feel sleepy after heavy food. This gets me trouble especially my toddler still energetic and refuse to nap yet.
2. NO NO to carbohydrates
I feel real guilty looking at carbo food. I don't touch bread, pizza, pasta, potato and I don't cook rice for dinner. Ya...I even forced my husband to diet with me for dinner.
3. Protein diet ONLY
Dinner is the only meal I take. Normally there's fish/chicken/beef/egg (protein), large amount of vege (fiber), and a soup.
4. Soya milk
For my protein intake, I make home soya milk every alternate day. I hate plain soya, so I added some rock sugar or gula melaka...not so good if want to go for strict diet.
Eventhough I love soya, I tried to twist the flavour from time to time so I won't get bored fast. Tried adding in almond and black sesame.
5. NO to leaf-over food
Many mother will try to finish up the left over from their children, but this is absolute a NO NO to me. Going in is easy, getting the fat out is hard.
6. Exercise
I din't get to go proper exercise so I forced myself to do most of the housework by myself. I washed and rubbed the toilet tiles, trying to get rid of the flabby arms. I do ironing without ventilation, to get me sweat. I do every-single-thing, rather than getting a part time cause I need to EXERCISE.
Sounds like torturing myself? But what to do... this is the only method work for me even it doesn't sounds healthy.
I still eat as normal when there's outing but I'll try to cut down some food intake the next day.
But honestly, even weight goes down, I still find myself looking chubby on cheek and arms. I can see myself blooded when menstrual coming.... but well, there's no way looking back in my twenties right? :p
I'm moving slowly out from the above diet now. I need to maintain the current weight and tone up my muscle. That's it!
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Shopping at the duty-free land - Langkawi
Not so happy to find out each adults can only allowed to carry 1L liquor on board. Blek...
Anyway, besides stocking up chocolate(beware of the expiry date)... We were happy to get ourselves a few good deal at the duty-free land. Let me show you..hehe...
Levi's Demi Curve Straight RM 255
Corning-ware
Anyway, besides stocking up chocolate(beware of the expiry date)... We were happy to get ourselves a few good deal at the duty-free land. Let me show you..hehe...
Tefal Clipso Modulo 8 L. RM 559.
If not mistaken, Jusco is selling about RM 700.
Levi's Demi Curve Straight RM 255
Can't really find the price in the market for the model I have, it's around USD68.
Levis 504 Regular Fit Straight - RM 198.85
According to Rakuten website, they are selling RM294.90.
Corning-ware
Husband got these last round when he visit Langkawi. This round, I din't really interested to get any..so din't really check on the price. A set of 3 is roughly RM 350.
Love this corning-ware, very useful. I'm using the smallest one to boil porridge.
Floating Shark - RM 68
Saw from GMarket, they are selling RM 270.
Ah...if know it's so much cheaper there. We should buy MORE...
Waiting for a party or occasion to play this...
There's still many good bargains. Tefal iron is only RM 130..damn cheap.
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Thursday, January 5, 2012
32 already?
WOW! Finally, officially turns 32. I'm so not prepared for this! :p
But well, like my friend said, why bothered by the numbers. I should be happy for what I have now.
Was really happy husband took a half-day leave and we got to hang out together on my birthday. Well, hanging out means eat eat eat. Had a tea break at Godiva Chocolatier, Pavillion.
But well, like my friend said, why bothered by the numbers. I should be happy for what I have now.
Was really happy husband took a half-day leave and we got to hang out together on my birthday. Well, hanging out means eat eat eat. Had a tea break at Godiva Chocolatier, Pavillion.
For my 2012 resolution, I hope Im able to achieve these:
- Keep long hair. The longest I had was when the time I get married, which is 3 years back.
- Keep long hair. The longest I had was when the time I get married, which is 3 years back.
- Starts to go exercise. Swimming pool, gym and yoga class is just opposite my house, not more than 100 steps. I should really go for that. Most importantly is to tone up my muscle.
- Do more baking or cooking, fully utilizing the oven.
- More practice on photography.
- Update my blog more frequent.
Happy Birthday to ME!
Happy Birthday to ME!
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
Dada Turns 2 Years Old
Husband and I decided that we go for a short trip in conjunction to celebrate Dada birthday and Christmas. I love it this way where we can spend quality time together.
A day before the trip, we went to Nelle's house warming and blow a cake together since everyone is there.
I bought him CARS jelly cake.
Happy Birthday my baby....
A day before the trip, we went to Nelle's house warming and blow a cake together since everyone is there.
I bought him CARS jelly cake.
The very happy Dada.
On the actual day(we were at Langkawi), we din't have any special preparation or present for him too. opps. Only given him privilege to act wild and be demanding, gets to enjoy free flow of chocolates and tidbits. :p
We woke him up with a birthday song. He woke up with smile. We spontaneously sang him birthday songs anytime, anywhere that whole day and he sang-along with us 'happy happy...', followed by imaginative blow..LOL. What a silly family.
After visiting Aquaria, we went to The Loaf to get a cupcake, and light up the candles that I brought along.
Happy Birthday my baby....
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